so long, farewell, i hate to see you go.
some of us have to leave things, habits and places in order to grow.
May it be, the home you have grown up in. May it be the people you have cherished all your life.
For me, I have done my fair share of letting go and i know it’s not easy. Habitual acts are by far the hardest. For example, I USED TO, that’s a past tense; sign on roleplay or myspace on a daily basis. Now, I don’t. I’ve learned to let it go.
I know deep within me that if I have not let this thing go, I would NEVER make it this far in everything—In life.
I needed to free myself from MY comfort zone in order to grow and go places in my life. I slowly learned to stop being on myspace (though that was REALLY hard at first), I slowly learned to even let go of my roleplay twitter. Now, I say goodbye to my roleplay tumblr. I know, I know. I have written about life and changing yet I am only saying good bye to this account. People who do not like to write and express their love for blogging won’t understand, of course. Yet for those who do, you have my silent worship.
I really scanned through my posts and found my first post on this account was on Oct 16th, 2009 3:56am. It’s been a few months but it felt like a year. Thank You EASYJAMES tumblr account for allowing me to vent on you, to write how I feel, to express myself through you. It’s been an amazing ride but now, I feel I am too comfortable with you. Sometimes, comfort is not good anymore. That is why I am saying good bye to this account.
I know I came back to roleplay this summer but I have to keep that be the only link LEFT I have on roleplay. That is because, starting this June, I will truly dedicate myself in studying for the CATs. I can not afford this kind of distraction (being on roleplay, I mean)
BUT I am making a new tumblr account. Yeah I know. ;( It’s just that I am not even comfortable or confident with my own real life friends that much. So, here’s to a new beginning via tumblr. :))
night and thanks for reading.
NEW ACCOUNT:
crazytimesx.tumblr.com